There is a trickle of sweat running down
your neck
And I am compelled to run my tongue along
its length,
To taste the essence of yourself that
springs from your skin.
I can almost fool myself into believing that
the quickening of your heart
Means more than a mere physical reaction.
I can almost convince myself that the muted
groan I elicit
Implies more than just the basest of needs.
I can almost continue deluding myself
Until your whispered words leave no doubt
just what you want from me…
Just what you want to do to me.
Despite my doubts I feel that all too
familiar tightening in the pit of my stomach.
My body doesn’t crave loving pleas or
tenderness.
Only desire.
And that is the one thing you are more than
willing to provide.
It is my traitorous heart that has begun to
long for more.
I have a fleeting thought that I should end
this…
That I should surrender myself to someone
Who wants more than just what my body can
bestow.
But then your lips are on me…
Possessing me…
Forcing me back until I have no choice but
to succumb and let myself fall…
To welcome your body moulding into mine,
Even as your fingers tighten almost
painfully around my wrists.
You are always loathe to leave any doubt as
to who is in control.
That I trust you to restrain me even this
much is nothing short of a miracle unto itself,
And I ignore the fact that you have never
recognized the gift you have been given.
It would hurt more if I didn’t know that we
were both using each other,
That I am the only one who can withstand the
onslaught of your passion…
That I am the only one who finds solace in
it.
A tiny voice murmurs that there has to be
more than this,
But it is quickly silenced by a shout from
those parts of my mind
That are rapidly approaching a loss of
coherent thought.
Not even my heart can deny my arousal….
Not when your mouth is seeking those spots
that you know will make me quiver.
Not when your hand is slowly reaching
between my thighs.
This is only the beginning and already I
feel like I’m on fire.
I know that you won’t be there in the
morning.
I know that I won’t awaken to the feel of
your arms around me.
I know that I won’t see you again until your
hunger is too much to bear.
I know all this and right at this moment it
doesn’t matter,
Not as long as you set my blood on fire.
The End