Closer Still

Close the door,
I need you.

I have wanted this…
Needed this…
Craved this…
All day.

I am clad in only the barest of essentials.
I know you.
I know what you cannot resist…
And I am right.
I feel a shiver running down my spine as your eyes drink in my skin,
Just before you turn and switch off the lights.

There is just enough light that I can see your silhouette,
As you remove your shirt.
There is nothing underneath.
I usually tease you,
But tonight all I can do is thank God that there is one less barrier between us.

You gently push me back unto the bed,
And lower yourself to me.
That first touch of fevered skin on fevered skin is almost too much to bear
And I cannot stop the moan that escapes from my lips,
As my fingers clench on your back.

Your fingers are in my hair.
You kiss my forehead as though afraid to break me,
But I see the storm clouds in your eyes.
You do not want gentle explorations…you want me badly.
And suddenly I am filled with the desire to take you…
My own needs are forgotten.

I flip us over and look deeply into your eyes.
Tonight is mine.
Any other time, I would kiss a soft trail down your stomach.
Not tonight.
Tonight, I am in danger of ripping as I undress you.

You gasp, and I know that I have your complete trust.
I am on your neck now…searching for that spot.
I find it…and you throw your head back with a muted groan of my name.
I slip my leg between yours.
Your fingers run down my back as my hips move forward ever so slightly…
At first.

I move against you again,
This time harder….harder still.
Your breathing is becoming labored.
I'm fairly certain that I have marked you by now…but you are mine to claim.
There is a thin sheen of sweat on your face…
So beautiful.

But no…
Not like this…
Even though I know that you are so very close.
You are biting down on my shoulder,
And the pain does nothing but spur me on.

I lift off of you, and you utter a petulant moan.
I'm not going anywhere baby…
My lips extricate themselves from your neck and find their way lower.
I tease you a bit with gentle kisses…but not for long.
With no warning, I draw you into my mouth.
Your back arches immediately, and you almost try to push me away.
I know this is intense for you
But I do not stop.

One hand grabs the headboard,
While the other grabs the back of my neck and pulls me in.
I am only too happy to comply.
First one and then the other.
You are no longer quiet…

My fingers make their way down,
Past your stomach…lower still
I go straight for my prize.
I know you are ready so what I'm about to do won't hurt you.
No toys.
I want you to know who is doing this to you.

Two at once…deep and with force.
Your hips surge forward…welcoming the invaders.
Again and again.
One hand grabs my hair and I look into your eyes.
Between the gasps you ask me 'What are you doing to me?'
You know what I am doing.

Your hands are clutching the sheets and I don't give a damn if the neighbors hear.
All I care is that you are saying my name over and over...
That my back burns from the welts you have left…
That your teeth have left their marks on my neck…
That I'm the one doing this to you.

I raise up a little from my position next to you…
I will torment you no longer.
I quicken my pace…
Focusing on that spot...right there.
God baby…I want to do this all night.

I feel it…even before you do.
I feel you tighten around me.
As your entire body goes still……………………
Then you erupt against me…
Head thrown back…arms holding on to me for dear life.

I do not stop…
I am there as you ride the crest of wave after wave…
Never stopping…
Not until you beg.
Rest baby…
I am not done with you yet…
There is so much that I have not yet explored…and the night is young.